FluffyPandaBunny304

I passed my Driver's Ed test, the written part anyway but still.. I'm so relieved.. And happy, that's a temporary feeling but I'm milking it while I can. I've been studying myself sick and stressing out about it including the family problems which has only gotten worse so it's a literal miracle that I passed today but either way, I'm still really happy about it. x3

So... I've been gone for a while.. I'm sorry but honestly I'm too stressed to even think about getting on.
I started Driver's Ed so I've been focusing on that so I can have freedom from my house and a get a job so I can move out when I turn 18 like I want to but if I don't pass this test then I'll have to wait till I'm 18 and that means I can't get a job and therefore I cannot move out when I want to so if that explains mostly why I've barely been on.. And a lot of family problems that I'd rather not go into detail with, its sent me into a bad depression and its becoming more noticeable which... I'm not okay with but I can't stop it at this point.

Anyway.. I just wanted to update you guys a bit..

I know I've barely been posting/replying and I'm sorry but right now I feel like I cannot breathe, I'm overly stressed and I'm barely talking to anyone in my real life, never mind virtual. I'm trying to respond more but I've been so focused on school work and being forced to "be an adult"... It just.... It hit harder than it should've I guess and again I am sorry but I don't know when I'll start replying right away and I don't know how much I'll be posting but I will try to reply and post as much as possible.

I'm really sorry...

                                                                                   ~On My Period~

                                                                              Big Me:Don't touch me.

                                                                     Little Me:GIVE ME ALL THE CUDDLES
                                                             
                                                                             Big Me:I'm not hungry.
                                                       
                                                       Little Me:I WANT ALL THE SWEETS AND COOKIES... AND PICKLES
                                                       I FRIGGIN LOVE PICKLES
                                                             
                                                                             Big Me:This is a normal part of life.
                                                       
                                                       Little Me:I'M DYING SOS CALL THE AMBULANCE

                                                              Big Me:*cramps*Ow.*takes pain pills*
 
                                                       Little Me:*cramps*THIS IS IT. 
                                                       THIS IS THE END. THIS IS HOW I
                                                       DIE. THIS IS THE TIME I BLEED
                                                       OUT AND DIE. GOODBYE WORLD.
                                                                                                 
                                                              

*Not always sexual

*Not always a choice

*Not always fun

*Not always convenient